February 12, 2009 at 2:07 am (Uncategorized)

i guess this should have been done first but the thing is the first post was created first in my other blog as just a category but now i think i wanna do a full on blog of my hair journey to BSL and beauty and things. i have actually learnt a whole bunch of stuff form long hair care forum and will be making my own cheap but better for my hair products at home with ingredients you find in the kitchen. this is really exciting to me so i will have almost nothing i don’t know in there. i can eat my products ! that what i really want eventually. to have products so good and so natural i can eat them. and for my skin as well i have a plan for the acne abut none yet for the discolouration on my body as i don’t want to use whitening creams. most importantly i wanna have products that i can use while pregnant and breastfeeding which i will be doing one of the two for the next four years! so that way i can still look very together  and not be nervous about what i’m putting on my body.   

as for pics and stuff i don’t know yet. i guess i will have to to be able to track how i’m going. i have a wash day coming up so i’ll do it then. as for relaxer i am REALLY confused. the thing is texture. i don’t know whether i should relax bone straight or have some texture left so it looks thick and african???? my hubby just doesn’t want it in an afro so he doesn’t care. sometimes when i see it bone straight i like it and sometimes when i see it texlaxed i like it. my hair doesn’t really become bone straight at home when i do it myself so that’s some comfort i  guess. i fear that when it’s so straight it will be limp and thin and i won’t be able to do my bantu knots on it which i love so much ! when it’s texlaxed i can still straighten bone straight if i want to with a hot iron or i can just blow dry and have some thickness. i think i do want to texlax which is juts loosening the new growth and keeping it (the relaxer) on the hair shorter than the time it says on the box. i think i will buy ORS super and keep it for 5 mins shorter after combing really well. i’ll do it on march 24 when i will be 16 weeks post relaxer. meanwhile i will just be caring caring caring for it to prepare.



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girls are hot out there

February 12, 2009 at 1:47 am (Uncategorized)

well i just happened to be on youtube this morning and i watched a few vids form two girls. about and beauty and stuff. and i realised oh my gosh, who have i been kidding ! people are hot out there, really taking care of themselves and stuff. cute clothes adn talking ways and hair and things. i really need to step up my game. my poor husband. i just seems like since i got married i just let myself go. i just don’t try anymore. i haven’t sheved my legs in two weeks ! when we were dating i never would have done that. i would have always worn my denture, i would not talk to him like i do and would put effort into how i look when he comes home. so i have decied to chanhge that. my nail polish has been chipped for two days ! meanwhile he still looks and acts the same. i really need to pull it up and make him feel like we’re dating again. 

my hair is really doing good though. i washed it this weekend and it’s really soft adn silky although i have it in amagoda to stop manipulatuon. i will be wearing a wig until i relax on March 24. that will make me 16 weeks post realxer and i know there will be alot of growth. hopefully once the school thing is done i can get all the other hair things i need. i am getting more confident with how i will manage my hair if i wear it out and not damage it.so i don’t know maybe i’ll buy another wig or wear it out. but i really want to keep it hidden for the whole year and grow it to BSL (bra strap lenght) so i guess in april i will have to get another wig, a better one maybe $100 human hair. when i’m tire dof that i will braid it again. so i will wear the wig for two months then braid for two then realxt then wig it for two etc. should get tons of growth and i will be making my own hair stuff here.

anyway back to people being hot, i really need to feel hot as well and especially my hubby. first step lose 20 kgs ! then i will get pregnant and put most of back on again!

i have started this morning putting on castor oil on my lashes and brows. i heard it grows them. iwill do it every morning when he leaves till about 11.30 when i shower hen again after i shower till about2.45. that will be about 5h45min daily should do the trick.

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